No, the movie itself hasn't been on my mind. It's the concept. And I honestly didn't believe the whole knowing exactly who your parents would be and what you'd be experiencing thing.
Let me explain:
Let me explain:
I've always known certain things. I was actually at places I physically couldn't have been.
I have no idea the rime or reason to the things I know about, only that I know them beforehand. Sometimes I am quite aware long before they happen, others I don't think of it until they actually happen and it hits me, I remember this. When that happens, I wonder... am I having an aura? They can cause that feeling. But it's more than a feeling. It includes a vision.
This leads me to believe, we have been given pieces.
When I'm hurting so badly I can barely stand it, and it seems like no light is around... this does remind me that if I knew things beforehand, and can still remember so, Aidan and his brother and grandpa are still near us, and we will see them again.
Christ has given me gifts like that to help me through. Being numb when I need it. Feeling when I need it. Knowing when I need it. I'm not arrogant enough to think for a second I am doing this alone. I'm so grateful He's paid the price and I couldn't ask for more valiant angels to help us.
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