I wish I had pics to post from our drive Friday evening.
We drove through rural Madison County for different scenery, in a round about way to the cemetery. The farms (what's left of them) are beautiful rows of lush green, and the abundant lilacs are in full bloom... seems like almost every yard has them somewhere. All reminding me of growing up here.
I've had to make more difficult decisions lately. They've dealt with relationships, or lack of. Some of it should have been cut off a long time ago, but I'd hesitated because I didn't want to hurt anyone. Then I realized they most likely wouldn't even notice. I can't keep letting myself get dragged into the turmoil... it all just makes what I don't have a choice in dealing with, even more overwhelming.
Sounds like I'm avoiding just coming out and saying what's going on? I guess I am. Some stuff is best left unsaid. I will not get caught up in the bashing. The more I've found out these people have spread about me, the more I find myself ignoring it all. Some may say I should stand my ground and set the record straight. The fact is, I can set it straight over and over, it will not stop the extremely misguided source.
Only the mutual loved one can do that, and he's spread too thin as it is.
Hoping to do some special modified stuff for the boys, tonight and tomorrow.
And hoping to post about it soon. :)
Here's some random pics...
Sandy working :)
Damon using a Lego shovel to scoop apple bites.
He always looks sad with those stained eyes... I need to buy some angel eyes powder, I guess.
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